Unsure about myself, unsure about my feelings, unsure about his feelings now, just completely unsure. I feel like I always get myself in too deep before knowing it is reciprocated, and thought I had avoided that this time around, now I'm not so sure. I feel like this is now going the way I don't want it to and again I feel like an idiot. I am still holding on to hope that this will work but it's the holding on that makes me feel stupid. A friend once told me that if a guy likes you, you will know. I think that's a far point and always makes me wonder about things. I mean I have had guys play hard to get before or act as if they dont like me because they dont know if I like them or that they were just so shy they weren't sure how to act or what to say to me. So I have NO idea if I should hold out hope, give up, or be up front. I am trying to decide what to do...
Day 15:
1. Lounging on the couch all day.
2. Sunny days after weeks or gloomy and rain.
3. A good chocolate chip cookie. They are hard to come by, but this one was great! :)
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